My first day introduction

Well, this is the first time I try to write a diary that puts on paper almost all the events that happen to me on a daily basis. Honestly, being the first time to sit at my desk, turn on the computer, and decide on typing things about myself in English, I don’t feel completely at ease. But, anyway, I shall bear with this bloody feeling. The opportunity I’ve got to pour out my heart to my readers has a rewarding effect that surely will make up for the trouble I’m getting through right now. Actually, my head is full of many things worth mentioning, which, unless for the sake of arrangement and clarity, I shall type them all once at a time. This is crazy, isn’t it? Anyway, I’m kind of man who hates chaos as it won’t get me anywhere beyond much confusion and complete loss!
Now, let me move a step further to say something more useful. I want to make it clear that this small introduction acts as a warm-up writing trial to set me in the mood of this awesome decision, and to set the stage for subsequent things to say in my future diaries. My diaries shall reflect much about the hardships and troubles that, I hope, will culminate in success. The efforts that I expect to make through hard and perseverant work shall reflect much about a whole way of life I’m following.
What I’ve just said may reflect a great deal of optimistic expectations, emanating from a successful person very much committed to a clear plan that will inevitably lead him to absolute success. Well, I may need to stop here and tell you that none in this world, no matter how rich or successful he is, enjoys absolute success throughout a whole lifetime! There should be some trouble one comes across from time to time, which make him reshuffle his papers and follow different ways to achieve a desired goal.
Having finished with some thoughts I couldn’t help mentioning, I feel ready now to wrap up with the promise that I’ll make it a necessity to write something about whatever thing that happens to me on a daily basis, be it a special event, a turning point in my life, or simply a trivial experience that makes part of my monotonous stable life as an English student.